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Tuesday, September 07, 2010, 11:22 AM

I've reached my lowest point in life.
I was scolded and was called a !@#$%^&
at that point i really feel like crying.but i tahan cos sesungguhnya aku sedang berpuase.
even on the way home in the bus his words kept replaying in my head till i teared.
I guess i'm just too sensitive.
I want the old me back;who is self-motivated and postive thinking.
I remember during my N and O level days where i pasted words of encouragement
everywhere on my table just to remind myself that its ok to be in the normal stream and one day i can also succeed in life.
I guess now its difficult to find the old me after going thru so many things in a year.
rejection after rejection...downfall and all
Oh Allah please help me find the correct path with your guidance.
Right now i'm going to sleep.
I'm just being me.
When i encounter problems or feeling down, i just prefer to sleep and hope that the problem will go away
when i wake up.
But i doubt so.