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Thursday, February 04, 2010, 10:58 AM

It looks like i'll be covering this teacher for two weeks.
I heard she had pregnancy complication.
even worst i heard rumors that the doctor could not detect the heartbeat of the baby.
I guess she's into her 6 month pregnancy.
Can u imagine,carrying that dear and fragile life in you for 6++ months then suddenly
no heartbeat.
must be depressing and hearbreaking.haiz.... =(
anyway I loveee adam lambert video esp this.
he looks cute in the vid but as u all noe he's gay..like wth!!!







Tuesday, February 02, 2010, 9:48 AM

Yesterday was my off day since on weekends i've been working.
Went thrift hunting with mak cik ria
from redhill-MINDS
'cari orang2 dier'(inside joke)
to bukitbatok where memories lingers
then to upper bukit timah-Salvation Army to adam road -Island Creamery!!
we got a few treasures at a bargain price =)
i bought two items while that makcik got a few.
menggilerrrrr....
it's worth the trip.
next up:Karaoke session with the gals hehe!!




Monday, January 25, 2010, 6:45 PM



Over the weekends,relatives from KL came down


Brought them to geylang and treated them


hajjah maimunah.


had a sumptuous meal before going to work.


Today's my off day so


we went to town to get my toyrus paycheck...


the amount was pathetic and i swear i'm not gg back again.


bought necklaces at forever21 and got a free Clinique sample kit thanks


to that wonderful promoter at Isetan.


been longing to try clinique products so having this sample kit is essentially...hehe.


about my weekend job i guess there's a reason for me to quit :(


won't spill the beans here though...


oh!i managed to watched The Proposal


starring Sandra Bullock and Ryan Reynolds.


speaking of ryan,he's damn cute i must say with that


hot bods and killer smile.hehe...


go watch :)


next paycheck: n97 mini or itouch???hmmm...



I think if I’ve learned anything about friendship, it’s
to hang in, stay connected, fight for them, and let
them fight for you. Don’t walk away, don’t be distracted, don’t be
too busy or tired, don’t take them for granted.
Friends are part of the glue that holds life and faith together.
Powerful stuff.




Friday, January 22, 2010, 7:44 PM

some random things that cross my mind/to get off my mind
what is the true meaning of friendship?
someone please enlighten me.
i was thinking whether these have actually happen to me;
making me feel so insignificant and making me the last to noe about a good news,
not there to give me a listening ears
not forgetting times when u needed someone to talk to
i was thre giving u my best and truthful advice even when i've never been in ur shoes,
get jealous over the slightest bit of my achievements,
being self-centred etc.
thats not what i want in a friendship
seriously people where can i find a true friend
but thinking back
i'm so lucky
to have a wonderful family;my sisters,parents,grandparents,cousins and
not forgetting god
for now i guess its them who give me the strength to carry on with my life
damn i sound so emo
ahk whateverlah
watch this videos,they are so cute...









Monday, January 18, 2010, 6:34 PM

the kids today are so evil.
they can't sit still and been making alot of noise.
soon i get high blood pressure.
seriously it takes alot of patience to tame these kids.

oh!!you guys should watch this movie which is based on the novel by best selling
author Nicholas Sparks.
especially with the hot/charming Channing Tatum acting in it.
I'm sooooo going to buy the book before watching the movie which opens in Feb in
the US.
I bet it takes forever for S'pore to show it.probably in March
Speaking of which,my eager and over enthu father came back from work telling me that
the A'levels results will be out either or the 3rd or 5th mar.
he told me he checked it on the moe website.like wth.
i bet he got nothing to do at work.blueh .___________.





Monday, January 11, 2010, 12:06 AM

Last week had a relief teaching offer so i took it.
i swear i wasn't ready.i thot it was only an interview but it starts immediately.
i was wth!!!
no markers no pencil box no proper attire no experience etc....
but the experience is priceless...
taught the primary 1 kids and i swear they are like little angels all cute and small size
i feel like taking them home.
its abit tiring cos i have to raise my voice in class,tame the kids and went back late
since its the afternoon session
but its all worthwhile.
It makes me more passionate towards teaching.
Hopefully my A 'levels results allows me to get the route i always wanted
since young.
insyaallah :)
the job at toyrus was ok apart from not able to work with hamlau
it was tiring and over time it gets boring.
the pay was even pathetic but i made some new friends from different background
which was cool.
received my paycheck and heading to town later and tmrow to ape lagi shopping ahk...
hehe!!
my sis will be getting back her O levels results later.
i have faith in her and i noe she can make
siang malam pagy petang asyik mentelaah aje
kalah aku yg duduk a levels.kadang2 aku yg penat tengok dier
insyaallah she can make it.
u go sistaz.
ps.i miss school :(




Saturday, January 02, 2010, 7:27 PM

since working at the korean shop,my mind is full of korean songs
like wth!!
every minute, i will go behind the counter to change the music and turn up the volume.
how slack can my workplace be.
I'm so gonna miss the place and the people.
gained a vastfull of experience from my observation.
like 1 in 3 people that come into the shop have a longchamp bag duh so boring...no originality
and 1 in 2 people wear sluar katoks.
adoiii,mataku sakit banget...haha!!!
oh and i get to cuci mate especially on thurs when the budak-budak army book out.
all of them been carrying identical navy green bag with their botak heads..haha!!
can imagine how the mi boys will look like when serving their ns.whuahahah!!
2009 is a lovehate relationship may 2010 brings in more joyous occasion esp in March ;)




Thursday, December 24, 2009, 11:22 AM

Work is ok.sales is damn good since its the festive season
I love the people and the environment there.
The boss is from Korea and didn't i tell you that they are very nice.
How cool is that ;) the best work experience i ever had.
we can talk,sms or even slack abit...haha!!!
They ask me to stay till july but i had to decline.
so yeap leaving them at the end of this month
got some other commitments.
oh since its near my place,i keep seeing people whom i recognise whom its been ages since i saw them.
my primary/secondary school friends,teachers,actors etc.
god i'm so gonna miss the place....
still haven't get my pay but christmas sales are everwhere...
damn .___.




Thursday, December 10, 2009, 11:38 PM

just received an email from moe saying that
my application for the teaching attachment failed
screw them butttt
i can now relief in schools since they approve my relief teaching application =)
this week things have been looking great after those angsty moments.
got a job and grandpa operation went well,in no time he will recover.
alhamdulillah. =)




Monday, December 07, 2009, 7:07 PM

I'm going craaaaazzzzyy!!!!!arggggggrgrrgr
I lost my $157 retainers which i barely get it a week ago.
I cried like mad.
ok,it was partly my fault.
the clever me go put the retainers in the tissue paper
instead of the proper container.
My father thought it was a rubbish threw it down the rubbish chute.
He went downstairs opened the rubbish chute and search through the rubbish in the bin.
now i feel bad because he got a cut on his fingers and he had to pay for the new retainers.
but still,who asked him tangan gatal and throw that tissue.
Lately,i get piss off over the slightest things.
the doctor for postponing my grandad's operation,the !#$$% aunty at the hospt acting sucha bitch, starhub interview made me wanting to cry etc. etc.
maybe the time of the month is coming.
over the weekend went to botanic gardens. shall upload the pixs sooneh
if there's an award for the most 'pangseh' person, i shall award it to someone who is seriously getting on my nerve...inferiority or lacks of confidence issues i guess.
i wonder what commitment this person have kalah prime minister aku rase.
sorry guys for reading this angsty post.
i just have to let it out.
sometimes life a bitch....i know.
so looooooooooooooong!!!




Thursday, December 03, 2009, 11:24 PM

that darn A's is finally over.
came across mr wong page at fb.
gave me a wake up call and kept me thinking about my future and life.
go read it.
anyhoooo...
Went for a job interview today.
what a disappointment.
most companies dont need people of my race to work for them.
like wth!!
i ask the interviewer 'isn't this a discriminatory act?'
without answering he proceed to the next question
in my heart,
'mcm mane mlyu nak maju'
i am aware that without a degree it's difficult to get a job especially for us.
klau ade pun jadi ape cikgu, chop passport pat checkpoint etc.
muke tu muke tuu jugak..haiz!
i write wat i see
just stating the facts!
Hopefully my perception of these will change over time.
After that go visit my grandad at the hospital.
seeing him in pain really brought me to tears.
i'm very sensitive especially towards elderly.
He complaint saying that everyday take the injection very painful, his thigh hurts,
when he said to the nurse 'pain pain' i teared, the nurses feed him too harsh,
staying at the hospital all alone at night in a room is boring...
Seriously,the house feels quiet without his ramblings and crappings.
haiz.
i'm hoping for the best for his operation and a speedy recovery =(
insyallah.amin.




Tuesday, November 24, 2009, 1:29 PM

online shopping never felt better than this.
good bargain for a brand new piece of clothes.
i need $$$$ to indulge myself with more clothes as
my wardrobe is soso pathetic.
when i have my own house i shall build a walk-in wardrobe
just like that heineken advertisement.sweet =)
but to lead such a luxurious life i need $$$ again!
sian.
over the weekend went expo mph book sale.
bought a few books with the intention to bury myself with books
after the bloody A's.
apart from that,i'm going to look for a part time job if i have no luck with the
teaching attachment,enrol myself with courses and going on a holiday
wah!!so many things to do.can't wait!!